the next chapter for many...none for myself yet

It's happening so quickly. All my close friends, who started as colleagues, have left.

It just hit me, the very people I hung out with everyday after work, helped out, got help from, got advice from...have left and moved on to their next chapter in life. Heck, even all my friends in Boston had moved away too. Though I do have some friends in Boston, but their college lives isn't making it easy to meet up.

And I'm stuck here. Leads gone cold, and my situation suggesting it isn't my time to move on to the next chapter yet even though I've been trying hard.

But when ?

There's nothing left for me here.

Or is there ?


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Goo Goo Dolls - Naked

Yeah I'm fadin'
And I call out
No one hears me
Never been, never felt, never thought I'd say a word

Weighed down
Safe now

You're naked inside your fear
You can't take back all those years
The shots in the dark from empty guns
Are never heard by anyone
Never heard by anyone

Yeah I'm hiding
in the fallout
Now I'm wasted
They don't need me, don't want me, don't hear a word I say

Weighed down
Safe now

You're naked inside your fear
You can't take back all those years
The shots in the dark from empty guns
Are never heard by anyone
Never heard by anyone

Inside your head
No one's there
And I don't think I'll ever be
And I don't care

You're naked inside your fear
You can't take back all those years
The shots in the dark from empty guns
Are never heard by anyone
Never heard by anyone
By anyone
By anyone

(lyrics taken from here)