It's been ages since I've written anything, from running about to figuring out the next step...time hasn't really been kind to me, if at all.
Now that I have some time to sit down and ponder what really happened, and what is happening...it's rather overwhelming and understated at the same time. Coming back to the life I knew for the past 8 years was different this time around.
Perhaps it's the people I've known ? Perhaps it's my perception about people around here? After 2 months I feel like I know even less now. Is that even possible? It's mind-boggling.
Oh, the nerve, for me to think that time would freeze. I certainly missed a lot of happenings here, at work and outside of work...and I barely know where to pick up here.
Everything has been a blur for weeks, as the world passes by..it's like living in a time lapse world, only in reverse.
Been getting advise from close friends me, and it's encouraging, as reality gave me a big smack to the head. Oh, growing up on the fast track isn't what I thought it would be.
Instead of cuddly puppies let loose on you, it's mad cows.
Going where the wind blows, is that foolish? Especially when plans don't quite work out here many times.
So, life, humor me a bit, will ya? I still believe in miracles.
Eric Martin sounds like he's never aged one bit...
Mr Big - Goin where the wind blows
(lyrics taken from here)